On the way Home

On the way home

She left school early intending to go straight home by herself. She had planned to study on the train. Read the assigned book. She was on the honor roll. She was doing well in school. She had just the right amount of friends. She was the teacher’s favorite. She knew how to weave in and out of the crowd. Everyone loved her.

And him? He left school early also, intending to go straight home by himself. He had planned to study on the train. Read the assigned book. He was on the honor roll. He was doing real well in school. He had just the right amount of friends. He knew how to deal with peer pressure. He was the teacher’s example. He knew how to weave in and out of the crowd. Everyone loved him.

On the way home. Things happen.

One thing lead to another.

She went to the all girls school. He went to the all boys school. Their parents were both working class parents. His home was broken. Her’s wasn’t. She knew her dad and mom alike. He only knew his dad. They both were loved. Very much. By their parents.

But on the way home, boy met girl and girl met boy.

They both left school early intending to meet each other. They had planned to meet on the train in the second car. Perhaps read to one another. They both were on the honor roll, doing very well in school. They had the right amount of friends. But thought they needed each other. They said they will just be friends on the way home. Be the example. Continue to be the favorite.

They loved on the way home.

Welch Library

Welch Library

This is a picture of Fordham’s Library.

One of the librarians at the library whom I met when I was a freshman at Fordham

Is standing there smoking a cigarette

We had just had a conversation about smoking.

He is like in his seventies and was smoking since he was a child

He said he smokes 4 packs a day!

And now he is looking to retire.

He said all he is going to do is smoke, eat and die.

I wonder if it is too late for him to even try to stop smoking?

A promise is a promise

A Promise is a Promise

Your word, My Word

A promise is a promise

You shook

You nodded

A promise is a promise

You said

You do

You won’t?

You too said

I don’t?

A promise is a promise

You can’t run

You can’t take back

Your spoken word

It’s already said

What?

You regret?

But a promise is a promise

What?

You can take back your promise?

Since when?

Who said?

It’s fine

to go back on your word?

Someone who didn’t like the promise?

So, going back on your promise?

does that make a promise a promise?

I will remember what you said!

A promise is a promise

Picture in Corner Store

Picture in Corner Store-Surely I saw his face somewhere.

-Yeah, whatever. You always seem to know someone.

-No, I’m serious! I think I really saw his face before. Somewhere. I just can’t put my finger on it.

My sister and I was at the 125th train station downstairs underground at the newspaper stand waiting for the number 6 train. We were passing time looking at the front cover of the magazines and newspapers. The main picture of most of the newspapers was of an African American young man. He was marked as a suspect of a crime.

-Oh, look! It says he grew up in our neighborhood!

-So, maybe you did see him. I guess it is possible with us living in the same city.

-Yeah. I guess.

When we got home to the new neighborhood we had just moved into, we saw shrine set up around the neighborhood and already the artist started putting up pictures of the guy who was shot by the guy in the picture in newspaper. I knew I saw the young suspect before but I just could not put my finger on it.

That night after dinner, we watch the news and apparently, the suspect, whose name is Joseph Mountain, who is only 20 is a drug dealer. In broad day light, went after someone who owed him money. He got the person who owed him money but also shot innocent bystanders. A child from a school across the street, a homeless lady, and a guy collecting cans.

That night I went to bed trying to remember, where did I see Joseph Mountain face.

West Farms

Library

It has been a year since I have started this blog and also a year since I started volunteering at the library and what a blessed year it has been! I have met so many people and characters, went so many places, been blessed with so many new ideas, came closer to my neighborhood, went through so many emotions, created long lasting friendships, picked up so many pencils and pens, colored so many pictures, wrote so many notes, met so many parents, wrote a keep-the- library funded letter, had so many parties, avoided so many people, accepted many new facebook friends, created platonic relationships, now have more than 4 sisters and 1 brother, know my neighborhood a little more, been given thank-you notes, have been given thank-you gifts, been offered cokes, have gotten gratitude smiles from parents, learned a little more about the joy of picture books, revised my childhood, been told so many times ‘shhhh’, never kicked out the library, brought so many library books, three library reuse bags, learned new words in Spanish and Chinese and of course English, been embarrassed, been praised, been caught in rain, met someone, sat with the elderly, learned much more about the Bronx, learned how to appreciate life, able to reconnected with the tweens, screamed to by children, asked a 100,000 and more nosy questions, able to practice photography, got paid for my photography, met parents via their house windows, met parents while walking to church, never gave up, been invited to school plays, went to school plays, disciplined children, laughed with children, made new friends, created many videos, fell in love with Andrew Zuckerman, read The Taste of Colored Water to my family a 100 times, taught children my history, learned new music, learn to hate new music, learned the words to songs I always heard, learned that being younger is not always easy and being older is not easier, been invited to plant in the neighborhood garden, avoided Chess, saw so many DVD’S upon my students request, been talked about, saw my name graffiti in the girls bathroom, been given gifts, been given comments on my style of dress everyday, held children hands, played musical chairs, played telephone, created plays, had spelling bees, been hugged, been kiss on the cheek, had students who moved away, learned that all of my students are all the same, and can go on and on about what I have done but time has just failed me….

The library is closed for the summer. Supposedly, the library need new windows and it will take 5 months to get them fixed. This news came to us right after the New York Public Library said it was loosing money and was considering closing some branches. I am praying that the West Farms branch will not close.