I believe in Christ. I know that He is real. I am a worshiper. I say ‘amen’ and ‘preach it, preacher!’ in church. I sit in the front. Yet, it seems I need my faith to be refreshed. It seems I’ve come to the end of my faith.

So, I am sitting in a public place. And, it seems I find life somewhere else. I meet someone new. I am all of sudden in a different world. Yet, that little faith that I still have is telling me – commanding me- not to forget my first love.

I come back. I still believe in Christ. I ask him to make me stronger. I feel I went away. Didn’t go to far, but far enough. I know that He is real. I am a worshiper.  I say ‘come on Singer, sing it’ and ‘minister to me!’ in church. I sit in the middle. Yet, it seems I need my faith to be refreshed. Its seems I’ve come to the end of my faith.

So, I am sitting in a public place, And, it seems I’ve strayed. I know where I am. God has grace and mercy right? It seems I am hurting. But He knows I have no need to feel that way. Which life do you want? Choose.I choose.  I take a chance. This life seems to be shaky. Maybe I should talk to someone. Tell them I’ve come to the end of my faith.

I come back. I am sitting in church. I still believe in Christ. I ask him to make me stronger. I pray. I put my trust in Jesus. And He loves me so much he doesn’t leave me. He talks with me. He walks with me. But now I sit at the back. Maybe its my shame.

I tell myself don’t go. Don’t go again to that pubic place. Yet, I find myself walking there. That’s what temptation is for isn’t it? To overcome. But I know overcoming means resiting. Yet, I continue walking.  I begin to pray. Walk and pray.

Walk and Pray. Walk and Pray. Walk and Pray. Walk and Pray. Walk and Pray. Walk and Pray.

Jesus warns me that the next temptation will be stronger.You have to leave and be strong to never go back.

Build up now because there is only one tempter and it’s not God.