
At the local Post Office



The seeds fell
From the trees
The leaves
We’re buried below
The seeds fell
From the tree
To mix in with the snow
The seeds turned white to
Splotches of yellow
Specks of brown
streaks of black
All over the town
sketches of the wind
splashes of life
Spoons of the vine
Each seed dropped give us freely
Reminding us gently
That seeds are sown all year around
Some would be eaten and the others grown
But seeds are sown all year around



Before the snow came salt




There is no honor like an older brother going through his extensive library to hand you two books he doesn’t have time to read!
In July Tyriek saw me on my way to get lunch and in the hot sun asked me what I was reading. It was a conversation that was both annoying and frustrating because he caught me in the heat – reading the best part of the plot.
I am reading James, by Percival Everett. I told him while quickening my pace. His long legs caught up with my gait.
What’s it’s about?
Ugh! Really?
Yeah, I want to know. He kept his cool to my deep annoyance.
It’s a spin on Mark Twain’s Huckleberry Finn. We get to meet Jim, the Black character, and know of his story.
Tyriek crossed the street with me to the restaurant and for sheer big brother bothersome held the door for me while asking me more questions about the book. To which I closed the book and said,
Please, it’s extremely hot and I’m starving. Plus I want to finish.
Okay, but next time I see you I’mma give you something more to read.
To this I rolled my eyes and gave him an incredulous smile. Even though we talk about books all the time, I never saw him with a book in his hand! As a matter of fact, he doesn’t even walk with a phone!
But he did stick to his promise.
I was on my way to the library and with perfect timing, he met me in the nearby park with not just any books but Bartolome De Las Casa’s The Devastation of the Indies (a translated copy) and Leonard W. Ingraham’s Slavery in the United States.
I didn’t even try to hide the fact that he made a big impression.
Where did you find these? I asked smiling.
You don’t even want to know. Seeing that I was impressed, he started talking with his hands.
You want them back? I wanted to see how connected he was to his books…
Yeah, I want you to also tell me what you thought about them.
Gosh, he wants them back! I thought. So much for giving me books! Instead of showing him that he may not indeed get them back, I questioned him about the assignment part-
So, are you also giving me homework?! I looked at him in disbelief. He never told me about the homework part. He just said he was giving me books! (Books that now he wanted back!)
I need to know about them but I don’t have time to read them.
What are you looking for? What about them do you want to know?
I can’t tell you until you read them.
Really?! Tell me exactly what you are looking for-
I want to know if they are lying about enslavement. Here he went on a rant about the transatlantic slave trade and the movement of the people before the trade even began.
Instead of asking him the big question- What in the world are you doing that you can’t read?! I replied, Well, I’m only reading them because they are closely related to my studies.
I have more.
This time I smiled at him.
Tell me, how big is your library? And I do want to know where you got these.
This time I had all the time in the world to listen to him. He rambled on about the state of Black folks in America reminding me of my brother Jahlil over in Westchester. And I find my books all over the city, I don’t buy any of my books. I find all of them.
I shook my head in full agreement because I also find books. Especially books associated with Black history. I once found a rare Elise Greenfield book that’s worth hundreds of dollars in a pile of unwanted books.
Tyriek I’ll read and pass it back to you with notes. Can you look in your library and pull out more books? I’m looking for writings about Black children and schooling in New York City.
I got you!

I ran into Joy Paige, a former student of mine who is now in her third year in college.
Of all the things I remember about Joy, I remember how she used to speak. She did so with noticeable space between her words. I remember when I taught her class about heartburn ( it was a health and nutrition lesson) and at the end of the lesson she acted out the symptoms of having heartburn and asked to go home immediately. Her speech was with the the perfect timing. While her acting was perfect, her request fell on death ears. I knew the tricks of a six year old.
When I ran into her as an adult, I listened to her speaking and I couldn’t help to notice that she spoke the same- with clarity- only this time it included touching her hair and an occasional hum or smacking sound. However her tone was the same. It was a strange observation!
When she filled me in on her success, she said verbatim:
So, yeah (hum), I am in my junior year of college (smack).
And I thought, you are picking up a lot up there at college- including a different way to speak- literally.
It would be something to run into her ten years from now and see if the space is still filled with hair touching, smacking and a hum.
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