Time is of the Essence

Growing up around artist in the Bronx has taught me to appreciate art from a child. And the more I experience the more I know how important signs and photos are. How valuable music and beat is. And how much time is of the essence.  I took a course on first aid today and the instructor was telling us that when one does CPR with a defibrillator, the beat moves at the same pace as the beat in Staying Alive moves too. Not saying that  Bee Gees, the artist of Stayin’ Alive, is important for us to know, but the beat is important. Not saying that if you are having a heart attack to call on Bee Gees either. However, to know about the art of life one must know about the art of music. It becomes synonymous. Making every aspect of  art fundamental.  Artist play an essential part in our lives. This world. This earth! This universe! (You get the picture now?!)

As time moves on, art moves on and scenes change and art is sometimes valued more or less depending on the work. During the First Aid class, Mrs. Carr, the instructor kept telling the class Time is of the Essence. And I know what she meant. Life is important. Act as quickly as you can. Do what you can to save a life. But as a recent college grad and someone looking to get more out of life, I saw pass that. Since you are living make most of your ability. Make life better. Save life. Save what you can. Saving life means saving art to me. Perseverance.

When the class ended, I looked out of the window and there outside were two graffiti mural artist painting the wall. Time was of the essence. I got my camera and went out to shoot. It was not until later that I thought in dept about the artist and their value. Not everybody can do what they were doing. Very few people. Which made me want to grab my camera instantly. It also made me feel old. Because, ¡Si dios quiera one day someone will be rushing to save my work.

Moreover, the art they do is not something that will be under plastic or behind a frame in a museum, neither will it be guarded by copyright laws or the police. Their art is out in the open. And can only be preserved by people like me.

Usually when I think on this topic names like Martha Copper and even Grand Master Flash pop into my head. Scenes pop into my head also. I see humongous beat boxes and high top hair dos and images from the Bronx burning to the1990’s  fashion. And now that I am experiencing more and listening to stories from the elders in my neighborhood, the art and the culture is becoming one with me. Now names like Beat Mann (who used to tag trains in the 70’s) and Evelyn and Jr. (a couple who owns one of the biggest houses in my neighborhood who experience the art of life in the Bronx during this period ) and even Jason(mural artist, http://jasonburnz.wordpress.com/ ) and Mrs. Carr faces come to mind, making art and time and life less of a puzzle for me.

Paint!

Time is of the Essence

My father was born and raised on the island. Dominica to be exact.  When he was very young, around 21, he migrated to America and has been living here ever since. I am still looking forward to traveling to his home town.While he lived in Dominica, he used to hand paint. When he moved to the city, it wasn’t long before he started attending Albert Pells Art and Design school. He went there three years before Mr. Pells himself asked him to teach at the school his fourth year. After a year of teaching he started working at General Electric. When he stared working at General Electric, is when the sign scene really started becoming computerized. Most of the art that was previous done was mainly done by hand. Painted.  When he got there, General Electric was more or likely in the sign business lead. They were very popular for their picture sides. My dad worked with General Electric long enough to soon branch out on his own.

When he started his business, CSJC Graphics, he did not have the funds to buy machinery like most of the well established sign companies; however, he made do with what he had. Whenever he did any kind of job he did it all from his heart and put his best effort forward. He hand painted most of his work but did not settle there. He worked forward and stayed in contact with the fast pace ‘sign world’ (for lack of a better term).  I still remember him painting in his shop when I would come home from school as a little girl. I loved that smell. My siblings and I were never allowed to go near his paints.  (One time my little brother called himself helping my dad out and added a line onto a sign while he was asleep. You can guess how that story ended.) When ever a sign was done, it wasn’t uncommon for the whole family to ohh and ahh over the sign, take pictures and sometimes even go to watch him put it up.

One day my father picked up the paint can and read the small print. The warning. WARNING! THIS PRODUCT CONTAINS A CHEMICAL KNOWN TO THE STATE OF CALIFORNIA TO CAUSE CANCER AND BIRTH DEFECTS, OR OTHER REPRODUCTIVE HARM.

Paint

Paint

From then on, he talked about buying a machine. He got a machine. And now he doesn’t paint anymore.

DJERDAN

I must be honest.  Wham am I saying? I am always honest. I was honest in the beginning. So, why should anything hurt me. Why should what he does or who he sees hurt my feelings? Especially if he was honest also. I’ll like to think that if I am thinking about him, then he is doing the same for me. Really, I would but I am not sure. I’ll like to think, If I am discussing him to my friends, then he is doing the same about me.

I think we would have had been good friends. We were good friends in the beginning! I miss that friendship. Us just being friends. But too soon we were attracted and one thing led to another. I think it is because I could feel his soul almost on mine. I let him just rule for a while.  And I know he could feel mine. But we never spoke about it. We always left it in the air. Dangling. So when we did start talking, it was almost hard. Besides, I didn’t really want to talk. I just like wanted to continue being friends. Well, I didn’t want to continue being friends but I didn’t want to talk either. I just wanted to be cool with him. Leave our relationship the way it was. Now its worse. Oh, listen to me. I am confused! At least that’s how I sound.

I turned him down. When he wanted to be more than friends.  And when I begin to miss him, I called him but- but look now he stood me up.

I feel like he stood me up on purpose. Like he kind of planned it. I can’t believe this. First I saw him with someone else then he stood me up?DJERDAN

Oh, there he goes! Lilly, he’s here!

Hands

Holding Hands

Hands they Hold

Hands they Grip

Hands they can let go and turn cold

Hands they Hold

Hands they Grip

Hands they can let go and turn cold

work and toil with hands

Submit and hold my hand

Hands can even hurt you

Hands can even love you

But the Hands of Jesus, which were on the cross that day, they were nailed so your sins might be taken away.

He giveth and taketh away and with his hands He decorate.

He’s the greatest artist who controls the wind and the rain.

Oh, the power of his hands.

Dear Lord, take my hands.

I know there is love and power in your heavenly hand.

Take my hands, I’ll take your hands

And won’t let go.

Park with Gate

Park ProblemsOkay, a few days ago I blogged about a park in my neighborhood that is always locked. No, I didn’t call the city like I said I was. Just to busy. However, I did notice another park in my neighborhood. It was open to the public and now there is a wired fence all around it…do you think they are going to shut it down and build? I hope they don’t because we need that park. It is not fair to the people who do love nature. We have enough stores and some store mangers are struggling to pay the rent while other mangers are walking away leaving an empty building. Why build something in the green space we have? This is a picture of the poles I notice before the fence was put up.

Parental Problems and Popcorn

My mom woke up one summer morning during her pregnancy with my little brother.  It was beautiful outside. We couldn’t ask for more. Our home was cool. The birds were chirping and the sky was light blue. The night before we all had stayed up planning what we were going to do the next day. We already had an idea. After all we have been doing the same thing the entire summer so far playing on our block. We didn’t go to far from our house. We just hung out with the children from the neighborhood. Once in a while we would visit the library but we never went further than the library. This day we plan to take a family trip to the beach. It was my dad’s idea. He’ll always come up with these fun ideas. So we all go ready. My mom packed all a lot of light food. We all got our summer gear together. My dad wanted to go early in the morning so it would be very few people on the beach.

When we arrived there we were about the only family there. There was people on the beach but we had a lot of room to ourselves. My pops who is a photographer set his camera up and his equipment up. My mother wanted some photos of us so my dad said he will shoot us. That was his idea. My mom who is a great designer dressed us in summer colors. The photo-shoot went well. The pictures turned out amazing. By the time my dad was done with us the sun was beaming down. We had brought everything but umbrellas so my pops decided he would take us to the theater to relax. And that’s when the trouble began.

My mom didn’t want to go to the theater but my pops thought it would be a waste of money to drive all the way back home without really enjoying the town we were in. And when my mom is pregnant and is upset she start craving food. I think, just to get on my pop’s nerve because sometimes she doesn’t even eat the food. Secretly I like it when she craves because I think she craves the food she normally would tell us not to eat. Like a lot of candy and ice cream.

When we got to the theater, we didn’t even have to go inside. There was a movie showing outside. So we sat in our car and watched from there. Mom first craved hot dogs which was easy to get to from the stand near by. Then candy and soda pop. Next pretzels. My pops had no problem getting the food for her- I really mean us. Finally she asked for popcorn. And he had to walk and walk a distance. By the time he came back she wanted McDonalds and she said the popcorn tasted stale which meant that we couldn’t even eat it. The pigeons were the lucky ones.

We didn’t even get McDonalds.

Park with Lock

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Park with LockWhy is there a park in my neighborhood with a metal gate around it with a PAD LOCK?

No one can go into this park. And it’s put up by one and only Mike Bloomberg.

The weeds are blooming- cause its not flowers anymore

The children come out of school to meet a metal berg of a lock that they can’t melt or open.

The BLOOMBERG.

And who constructed the park anyway? Who designed it. It is ugly. I wouldn’t want to play in it if I was a kid. But I am not. And I would not mind seeing kids from the neighborhood playing in it. What? It suppose to be some type of neighborhood attraction?

Let me ask my sister what she thinks of this park.

The one that is never open. It’s very exotic….someone put a lot of thought into it….plus it has that big thing? What is that?

So, I am not the only one who feels this way. Maybe I can call the city so that can open it. I’ll tell you how that goes.

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